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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 20:45:13 GMT

smells like fish from ruby tuesday's.

well rachel does anyway.

whats up now?

1. been back in texas for a month now

2. went to some show last saturday, got to hang out with chuck, daniel, bear, dj, geoff, tink. and a bunch of people in the back.

3. considering, several offers. but as i have told people, im an expensive whore. so, depending on which one pays best. ill be a working slut soon

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 18:51:32 GMT

haha, this xanga is my neglected bastard child. no pun intended. but yea, heres one for my baby, and one more for the road/

why havent i updated? im in brighton fucking illinois.

why havent i updated? because myspace is sooooo much butter. i mean... better... who knows there may be some butter.

Why havent i updated? no one reads my blogs, im sure they didnt miss them.

so yea, i may be running back down to texas pretty soon. so, expect the clouds to darken and one of the four horsemen to pave a path which will scorch the earth... probably flair.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 21:22:35 GMT

its the first blog in a blog blog... i mean, first blog in a while, last weekend was fun. too fun. with a hint of tragic dissapointment.

saturday, i went to my cousins soccer game, which was... out in the heat... so im fried, and hungry. so we hop on over to yes buffet, where i think i saw code, but then again if i did or didnt, i dont really care, because, plain and simple.... i dont like him. so yea. im sitting there my phone rings, i go outside to take the call.. its clayfabe. now originaly brad, clay and myself were supposed to hit hyenas, saturday night. but alas, the bradhouse had to k5 for some still unknown reason. clay calls me up, telling me we arent going, but then i tell him i have money, and he has money, lets fucking go anyway. so, we set the time for like... seven:30 at my place. i hang up, im still out there smoking, when my cell rings again... and the wierd part, its a different ringer than from my normal... i look at the called id... "chicky whats-her-face"

so chicky sais shes in the shower, and decided to return my call.. well i was on my cell when i called her. the first thing she said was... "hi... who is this?"... where as, at any other time, lets say, i called her from home, she wouldnt even pick up. so i tells her we are going out to hyenas, shes sais she has plans. the same girl that told me she loves me, is in love with me, wants to go on a "date" with me before i leave... the same girl that told me, "let me know so i can get the day off of work". mother fucker. so ive had it, i hung up on her. im not fucking calling her any more, i took her number off of my cell. if i hear from her again, the only thing she will hear before the dial tone is gunna be, "fuck off".

so yea, we run home, then i run to pick up marybear, run back to my place, drop tanner off, then clay pulls up... with none other than chuck! which is awsome, i hadnt seen chuck in like over a year. turns out we are both leaving texas round the same time, which is like... cool. so yea, we hit hyenas, we chilli we smoke, we drink, the show was funny as hell. as soon as i get out, i notice i missed a call... grenadaman! aka steve squires. so tells him, we are gunna head to my place then to clays then renting some videos, and then meeting up at mary's so we can watch movies. well... we did all that, when i got back to my place i grabbed my bottle of sake, and half bottle of plum sake. we run to get some videos and some sodas. get to marys, watch some movies. well, needles to say, i had been drinking at hyenas... then i chugged a half a bottle of plum sake, and pretty much the whole bottle of the regular stuff, with some coke... now, all i had to eat that day was... sushi. which isnt really a good meal to have, if you plan to get wasted. and by that i mean, there is no substance to suck up the alcohol in your stomach. so me and geoff leave for dennys, and its cool, feeling good. we get there, in the parkinglot, i open my door, and step out... well... i stepped out alright, but if it wasnt for the door, i would have stepped out and just done a treefall into the car next to us. i hadnt reallised, i was completely wasted...
so we walks in, i see mell, wave... i go to take a leak, and on the way, i pull mell to the side... tell her... "im completely wasted"... shes like... i can tell... so we sit, drink coffee. i go home, sleep.... wake up the next day... still drunk.

fun weekend huh?

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 17:20:30 GMT

you ever make money, then just cant spend it. not because you have it set aside for something else, but just because you dont know what to do with it... stupid huh? yea well im stupid. doh doh doh dima, right... extra doh there. but not any more motherfucker. not any more. im gunna buy some smokes. i know i neglect xanga, well thats simply because it sucks.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 19:09:22 GMT

so lets see... i get a call at 2pm whilest im sleeping... and its girly whats-her-face. apologising for last night, which to i just brush off, no way i could get mad at her, but yea. thats all im gunna say for the sake of things not comming back around and bitting me on the ass. i swam for the first time in a long long ass time, then again i didnt really swim, because i cant, but i was doing moonsaults and 450s into the pool. fun. so yea work starts tomorrow at 7 which suck sucks sweet sussyz balls... oh well cest la vie

Monday, August 22, 2005

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 02:52:34 GMT

nevermind. strike that earlier blog...

im not a pot head and im not interested in becoming one any time soon. before the night before last i hadnt gotten stoned in at least six or sever years. which im fine with i really dont care for it. its just not my thing, and it just sucks. sure it was fun when your a fucking kid, ya know when school is the only thing you have to worry about. it really really sucks, such a shame. oh well if you wanna blow me off and smoke pot with your friends i can understand really. i need another bad friend like i need a bullet in the head. which i could really use a bullet in the head for being such an idiot. i could really use a pack of smokes and some fucking coffee right about now, but it seems all of my buddies have jobs or job out to sleep. which means ill be bored till sunrise. story of my life.

Friday, August 19, 2005

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 13:56:44 GMT

holy shit. im happy. so yea now im like nervous and exited about
tonight, its like im a fucking giddy school girl or something i cant
get to sleep. im in love goddamnit... in love! and it feels great,
unfortunately not a good time for my back left lower wisdom teeth to
say 'here i am bitch' with the broken skin and full exposure and all.
but oh well who gives a flying frying pan fuck! i know i dont. so yes,
tonight will be the night that decides the rest of my life. thank
fucking god buddah Ganesha vishnu and all those other fuckers who made it possible.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 14:54:23 GMT

wow two fucking kids! woo hoo... yea, why not start calling her boys names... like lester... yes... lester... that will teach you to bleed on my coffee lemons. it wasnt fun, wasnt fun at all... i banged my head on the table, so now my nose hurts. lets see... i ashed in my coffee, then drank it with bloody lemons in it... it actualy didnt taste that bad. it all could have been comped, and if i heard correctly from now on it will be comped. so sweetums, unfortunately though i think ive lost my taste for the coffee... sure it may be liquid crack and better than sex... but i think i shall move up in the world... to lets say... meth? buahahah. this blog is full of insiders... but yes yes. i will continue to treat xanga like the bastard child i never wanted simply because... sausage fest... end transmission

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 04:24:48 GMT

so yea. denny's that melissa girl i had been chrushing on, i found out shes got a kid. now. im not really sure on that, or if she ment it. but it kinda poured some coffee in my pankakes... not fun. kinda killed my weekend. i wanna go see wedding crashers. i heard it was really funny.

i had been having a pretty good week up to that point, i made some calls which all got k5'd. waiting to hear back from angie i guess she must be out screwing one of her friends... funny. i think im getting sick, been getting these wicked migranes as of late. i did get though, a pack of my shermans, and three packs of angies djarum blacks. i missed my shermans, and those blacks ive never tried... and about that, the first one i lit up i could barely take it, it was like... shit thats some strong shit! dunno how angie does it. but yea, i was so at home when i tried my first sherman in a while... dear god six dollat pack of cigs never seemed more worth it. i missed that taste. but yea, im off to watch scrubs season one again! woo hoo

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 03:51:40 GMT

awwww man. i though i was going to be in margaritaville today, i guess shit just doesnt work out sometimes... and its to late to go out and buy good cigarettes so im really screwed... gah, i need a smoke... gaaaah i need a drink~